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Nov. 21st, 2004 07:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aleathielI need a hug.
Don't worry, there's nothing wrong. Just everything is getting a bit on top of me. I don't have enough time to do all the work I need to do and I'm physically exhausted from my training. I just sat down to work tonight, opened up a document and felt I might just burst into tears. I just want to sleep, really.
EDIT: HUGS
Don't worry, there's nothing wrong. Just everything is getting a bit on top of me. I don't have enough time to do all the work I need to do and I'm physically exhausted from my training. I just sat down to work tonight, opened up a document and felt I might just burst into tears. I just want to sleep, really.
EDIT: HUGS
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:44 am (UTC)i feel exactly the same hon. i read your post and thought it could be taken straight from my own journal (with exception of the training part of course).
i'm going into uni tomorrow and demanding a big hug.
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:46 am (UTC)Somehow it helps to know other people are exhausted too. I want to say I'll sleep now and do this work in the morning. But I have to get up at 5.45 to go rowing before my 9am lecture. So I have to get it done now. /moan
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:51 am (UTC)it is good to know someone else is in the same position, but i just wish my friends were as understanding!
*cuddles*
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:57 am (UTC)I suppose I'm lucky then that all my friends are in the same kind of position as me. Or many of them are. We just don't have enough hours in the day.
I think it's partly because the end of term is approaching and so there is just deadline after deadline at the moment. And so many other things that have to be done which are "fun" like my friend's orchestral concert, but they just take away more time I just don't have.
5.45 is a killer. You're fine all morning then feel dead between twelve and three. If it was a technical outing (like, luckily, tomorrow) it's not quite as bad, but if it's a power outing I'm basically ruined for several hours by exhaustion.
At least I don't have to deal with the job part. While I have totally no money, I can't have a paid job while I'm at uni because the university actually won't let us. And I see why. I'm barely managing now.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:03 pm (UTC)I'm somewhat relieved to see it's not just our university/course that decides the end of term is the time for EVERY GODDAMN DEADLINE IN THE HISTORY OF THE UNIVERSE! sorry. i'll be calm. i feel like all i'm doing is ranting now! that's what my own lj's for ;)
*HUGS U TO BOSOM*
It's the thought that counts, right? ;)
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:07 pm (UTC)There's that guilt that thinks I should really be typing something else than LJ, but I just can't face that.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:14 pm (UTC)I'm meant to be researching quantum mechanics and how it disagrees with the theories of locality and realism...see my problem? Not a clue. That's just one of my list of things to do.
Thank you for letting me rant. Hopefully it means I won't bite someone's head off tomorrow. One of my friends, who I've a huge crush on, has been pestering me to get answers to an assignment due in two weeks, and I'm close to telling him where to stick the damn thing.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:17 pm (UTC)I'm reading about the revolutions of 1846. I suppose it could be interesting. But I just can't drum up any enthusiasm.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:23 pm (UTC)You're really making me wonder why I didn't do history. Revolutions of 1846 sound interesting ~ I think we did something about them in high school, it was one of my favourite areas.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:51 pm (UTC)I love my subject. I have no right to moan, really. I'm studying exactly what I want to be studying in a fabulous college at the best university in the country, top five in the world. I know so many people who've been through angst about whether they chose the right subject, about whether they are in the right place. And I know I have. I know thousands of people would love the chance I have. I know something riddiculous like twenty-five people were turned down for each one of our places and that 90% had the same if not better grades than I did. I really have no right to complain at all.
But right now. I just want to scream and cry. See, you've got me ranting too now.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:55 pm (UTC)I'm in the "didn't choose the right subject" category, and man does it suck.
Screaming and crying sound like such nice ideas at the moment. Instead I'm going to watch I'm A Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here! and slash Ant and Dec in my wee head ;)
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:58 pm (UTC)Enjoy And and Dec. Or enjoy imagining Ant enjoying Dec. Or whatever.
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Date: 2004-11-21 01:03 pm (UTC)bastarddegree, then bugger the hell off lol!Or enjoy imagining Ant enjoying Dec
*happy sigh*
thank you :)
*hugs*
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:49 am (UTC)I am a hug-whore.
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:52 am (UTC)me too ;)
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:48 am (UTC)Oh dear. When you type "hug" over and over again, you get "hugh". Do you think that means Hugh Grant is going to show up on your doorstep? Egad. I'm sorry.
*orliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorliorli*
Let's see if that works instead.
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:50 am (UTC)And thank you *HUGS YOU BACK*
I'll keep listening for a knock...
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-21 12:05 pm (UTC)*sulks*
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Date: 2004-11-21 11:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-21 12:01 pm (UTC)Yeah I know. And as December approaches so do all the deadlines. We'll all get through. I know that. I just basically don't want to do it.
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:06 pm (UTC)I am always willing to give out free hugs. :) And sorry everything's just kinda getting too much for ya right now. *morehugsandkissesandlove* ;-D
<3
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-21 12:06 pm (UTC)*embraces you so, so tightly*
I don't know your situation, but you seem as incredibly frustrated and low as I have been of late. Deadlines and school are wretched things by the end of December /semesters.
*sends more hugs and positive thoughts for you*
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Date: 2004-11-21 12:53 pm (UTC)*Sends hugs and positive thoughts back to you*
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Date: 2004-11-21 01:12 pm (UTC)How are you feeling, hon? Are you getting better?
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Date: 2004-11-21 01:18 pm (UTC)was depressed yesterday hopefully that will lift!
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Date: 2004-11-21 01:26 pm (UTC):( What you need is a good dose of happy slash.
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Date: 2004-11-22 03:54 am (UTC)AND LOFFS YOUR ICON
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Date: 2004-11-21 06:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-21 06:56 pm (UTC)I hope you feel better soon sweetie. ♥
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Date: 2004-11-22 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-22 04:10 am (UTC)*hugs to PEEECES*
I love you honey.
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Date: 2004-11-23 12:42 am (UTC)*hugs and smooches*
<3
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