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Jun. 23rd, 2003 10:10 amOne exam to go.
These are my A levels. I should be stressed. I was stressed. Now I've gone beyond stressed to COMPLETE AND UTTER BOREDOM. I never want to look at these notes ever again! The idea of sitting down and studying for even one more hour is utterly repulsive. I can hardly bring myself to do it.
It doesn't help that THE REST OF THE WORLD (or at least it feels like it) has read OotP and I can't have my copy until tomorrow.
Yes. Tomorrow. I am slowly getting to the end of what feels like the longest month of my life. I've hardly left the house for weeks, I've sat at this f***ing desk and studied for as long as I can remember.
It will be over at 3.15 tomorrow. I will be done, I will be free. I will have finished school and NEVER have to go back to THAT place again. It's a lovely idea, and however much I keep telling myself that it will happen tomorrow, it still feels like an impossibly long time away.
We did 'Annie' as the school show last summer. 'The sun will come out tomorrow'. Hah!
Okay. One more day. I can do it. I need to find the stress again, the adrenalin rush to get me through, to get me the grades I NEED!
This is it. I promise. No more posts moaning about exams. I will just do the exam and get it over with and then curl up and read OotP.
I'll be back then, happy and free.
These are my A levels. I should be stressed. I was stressed. Now I've gone beyond stressed to COMPLETE AND UTTER BOREDOM. I never want to look at these notes ever again! The idea of sitting down and studying for even one more hour is utterly repulsive. I can hardly bring myself to do it.
It doesn't help that THE REST OF THE WORLD (or at least it feels like it) has read OotP and I can't have my copy until tomorrow.
Yes. Tomorrow. I am slowly getting to the end of what feels like the longest month of my life. I've hardly left the house for weeks, I've sat at this f***ing desk and studied for as long as I can remember.
It will be over at 3.15 tomorrow. I will be done, I will be free. I will have finished school and NEVER have to go back to THAT place again. It's a lovely idea, and however much I keep telling myself that it will happen tomorrow, it still feels like an impossibly long time away.
We did 'Annie' as the school show last summer. 'The sun will come out tomorrow'. Hah!
Okay. One more day. I can do it. I need to find the stress again, the adrenalin rush to get me through, to get me the grades I NEED!
This is it. I promise. No more posts moaning about exams. I will just do the exam and get it over with and then curl up and read OotP.
I'll be back then, happy and free.
