I'm as much of a freak as you are.I cried when I wrote it

will you hold me while i cry?
Of course. You don't need crying as a reason to ask that!

He had trembled in Paris’s arms that night as they made love and tears had washed his handsome face
I thought even brave Hector would be afraid of death. Especially since we know that at first he fled from Achilles. But then bravery was facing his fear. *sob*